A daunting choice…

We come to certain places in our lives out of desperation - optionless and near broken. We take certain actions that, we are told, will make us better. It works. By believing we are not alone we become connected; by saying the things that make us afraid we become not afraid; by asking for relief, we are given it.  At some point, most of us come to believe in this force that does not appear to exist, that really has no name. Then there is a series of events, a doubling down on the source of growth, and we are asked to make a choice - either this invisible force is or it isn’t, either it is everything or it is nothing.